apparently my reaction to this situation has become the talk of the towns.

i have options.

option a: find out everyone who had anything to say, and cut them out of my life. imagine not having to get together with, hug, smile, talk to, or even look at any member of a group of ‘people’ like this.

issue with option a: i know of no way to obtain a complete list. humans are generally scared bitches and most would never admit to talking about someone behind their back. i actually have a level of respect for those few humans who are not scared faggots and would tell me what they have to say TO MY FACE.

option b: allow this group to think of me as weak. having someone assume you are weak is one of the best advantages to use against them. that look of total surprise as someone lays dying is incredibly intoxicating. (is it ‘lies’ dying?)

issue with option b: it is only an advantage if i intend to continue interacting with these people. i do not.

option c: assume that everyone i know had something to say, and cut them all out of my life.

issue with option c: none. this is the option that i choose.

if you used to know me: first, trust that i will not have a similar reaction when it is your time. next, do not contact me or i will give you a look of total surprise. and last, of course, fuck you.